She story 1
>> Monday, April 16, 2007
She was a normal gal. Extremely so. Only thing that was special was she was very popular. Every one was her friend for sure. only no one noticed her much. Its hard to explain. If she isnt there the group will miss her terribly but if she is there ppl tend to forget her.
He was extremely charming. Casanova types. Everyone liked him to be around. However, he was the most gossiped about guy.
She didnt try to be his friend. He wasnt interested in her. He liked her friend. her friend was cute. they.... she n her friend were mysterious always keeping to themselves. She still talked to everyone. Her friend didnt evidently was a challenge. especially for the casanova types.
He approached her. She didnt think much. They thought he was handsome but spoilt. not worth their attention. Then her friend left college and she was all alone. She didnt know how to approach the already made friends! groups were already formed......
She stayed alone. He sensed the loneliness in her? We don't know his thoughts so won't talk abt it. He approcahed her. First for a movie. Always wid a group . She agreed once. Had awesome fun. The group was funny and very very njoyable. That evening he and she returned in train. It tended to be empty. She and he both were hanging on the train. Most of us who have some time or the other hung on the train knows how it feels. The rush of air....
They accidentaly touched. An electric current rush through her. She didnt know what to think abt it. It was a special and new territory. She was scared. She asked him to be her 'brother', he didnt like the idea. He asked why. What could she say?
She said coz she wants to be special.. he ahs soo many friends as girls.. she wanted a special place. He agreed. It was romantic... dinner in a small hotel. No one there to eat but them. He asked her to dance! She was so self conscious but she complied.....
He came to leave her till the door. Her friends were worried abt her disappearing act. It was the first time. after that they got used to it. You are right, the whirl of outings and movies started. everytime they togather. She took pains to never repeat that incident again. SLowly things became so normal that she forgot to be cautious. Tempting fate? Who can say?
They started hanging togather after college. Everyone tagged them togather. They insisted they are brothers n sisters. Well meaning friend told ' He is not a nice guy.' She said I know he is a waste of life. Who knows him better than me? FOr u see they had grown real close. She didnt know when or how only that they had. They had this special place away from eveyone. A special niche which only they knew a secret. They had spent many a evenings sitting there. Not talking much too. Just relaxing. She cherished these moments. She knew even then that he wud always have that special place in her heart which no one will replace....
Such wonderful relation cannot last long.. Can it? It didnt. He got some papers back and had to leave her behind or rather she moved ahead in studies and he in life. They lost touch. She tried hard to keep it. Though it was no longer possible. Slowly she started wrapping herself inside. She cudnt reach him anymore if physically she did than emotionally didnt. He ws coiled inside...
She didnt know it how much until one day he raged.. how much u want? I already tell u soo much. She had become demanding.. things had changed. he had, Proably she had too. If she hadnt she did now. Their relation dropped rapidly. Until they hardly called.
It was her last sem. PL's were going on. She knew she is going to shift places. Shift cities. If she didnt meet him now n say goodbye she never would!
She called him.....
An excerpt from her diary...
To be contd....
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