>> Sunday, April 15, 2007

She wanted him there when she needed him. He wasnt there. she was hurt but still understanding. Initially she hurt but later thought he may have had his own problems. But she had been there for him she wanted to him to be there. Not help her juss listen to her. Still she was ready to forgive but he didnt reach
out to her! didnt care to.

Life goes on. hers did too. She left the city made new friends new life. Forgot him as much as it is realistically possible. She had once gone to meet her friends, hoping furatively to meet him. She had come back a changed person. A job and right kinda friends give a certain kind of confidence. She felt n exhuded confidence and sophistication. She met him. How joyous she was but he didnt have time for her then. He wanted her to wait. But she had done with waiting for him. So many times he would be late or not turn up she waited now she wont. She had moved on you see. She left (Ego hath its own fall).

A year went by. She had a bf now. She was finally happy. One fine day she got a misscall from her ole city. She knew one of her friends r playing mischief so she called back. and it was him. He called her. He missed her. She was confused by the feelings she was feeling. Hadnt she moved on? Isnt she in a relation? this feeling she is feeling is just for a ole friend who is close. She cant feel the same again. She cant let herself he would leave her again. This semblance of normality that she had painstakingly created would be lost.

Still she talked to him. Chatted online. told him about her newly found love. She imagined she detected a tinge of jealously. She was pleased enough to want to clear all the cowwebs in their realtionship and start anew. He seemed willing too. She detected some feelings. Enogh feelings to miss her. She was in 7th heaven! Was this her illusion? She didnt know. She tole him about that few dayz when she felt she was in love. Now she is sure she isnt. She has a guy who would be with her for always.

She realised whoever be in her life there was this special corner where he will rule always. He may not be in her life for long he will come back and they will have same special relation coz she has that special place saved up for him. She accepted with a pain in the heart coz she knew she doesnt mean as much to him. He can easy leave her

And thats wat he did. they were again lost in the murky water of time. they lost contact. She was left stranded again like always.

What happened after that? I leave that to the readers imagination. Probably he retured. probably he didnt and she waited all life probably she didnt who knows? only time will tell

2 comments:

ishqia July 1, 2008 at 7:01 AM  

read the she series.. keep writing

A..B..H..E..E..... !! August 25, 2008 at 2:29 PM  

Oh Baba, you and dangerously addictive. What ya, I just cannot take my eyes of this. Amazing write up .... though I have never incomplete endings, but just felt in love the way you unfold all your stories.

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